Happens with me

The deep breath sometimes I lack, I lack the respiration
Find myself in the torrent still asphyxic
I try to breath, respire try to live but ohhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! how helpless I am unable to

This happens often when I find myself struggling to believe things which happens beyond my imagination

I try to view the ray, the light, little brightness
But cannot manage as darkness spreads all over my eyes making me blind for that time

When I see something which I can never Dare to see. 


My ears burst with loud sound and finally I become deaf
I feel as if the whole world is shouting and enjoying but for me everything is blank
I feel the whole world is dumb for me

when I hear things which one can rarely believe on.


I also become speechless at times when I do not get anything to tell
when I think I should not speak nonsense
When I think I am imagining  wiered
As I am doing right now. So I think to stop and stop and finally stopped.